Today is the 1st August 2007 . Time flies so fast and i felt like the new year's day was just last month . I'm crazy, i know . I have been working and studying and working and studying, and for the past few days or two week, i haven't laid a single finger on my laptop . It's all at least 10 hours of working on weekends and 4 hours of working on weekdays . And for the last weekend, i've worked 6 hours after school on Friday when school breaks at 5p.m., and Saturday, i worked 13 hours and 10 hours for Sunday . If only i could continue doing that, but i wasn't really allowed because i went so tired that i slept during lectures . But i've been thinking less though, that was better, because i didn't have to be emotional too much . But i guess i am now . I'm feeling so down and how i wish i can have a close friend, a very close friend to accompany me all day long everyday .

School breaks at 1p.m. today and i went home . Was so bored and i played the Graduation CD . It was like . . . wow, there were so many memories . I mean, i really miss the times like hell . Right, and i felt like crying of course, because we're all so scattered now, like we've been through fights or stuffs . We're no longer what we are, we're only friends of the first step . I don't know .

Enough of sad stuffs before i cry myself to sleep .

And a few weeks ago, meeting a male who claims to be my Character Development tutor . I don't wish to spoil my image, so i shall express my feelings here .


For a whole two weeks, we've been waiting and waiting for his appearance to conduct a proper tutorial . He, that imbecile went missing . And he that dunce told the chairlady that we'll be having lessons . He went missing again . And that day, we were informed of a lesson going on AGAIN and presentation will be require of us for what we had done for CIP . And last week, we went and as usual, waited outside the tutorial room . Until the tutor for class 03 came and told us that we're not having any lesson today, and neither are we presenting anything . Everyone went like "HUH ? !" . I have to say this .

If you can't bloody keep your image proper as a "tutor", then i suggest you go out to the streets, find a comfortable place to sit down, pull out your socks and start begging for money . I thought that was so right for your character . You don't have to see our faces, waste our youth and you can earn coins just by sitting there . Ain't it great for you ? I don't see that you have the image which possess a particular skill to be claimed a "tutor" . More like an uneducated jerk to me . No mood to say anymore .

Deseo que tenga a un chico mío.